I’m still moody today. I guess I’m allowed to be that way now and then, right? I’m trying to hold it in and not freak out on anyone. Shiloh was screaming like crazy this morning because she wanted to take her milk to school with her. I had to carry her, screaming, out to the car and force her into her seat. A fun way to start the day. (She isn’t usually like that.) Lucky for all my readers, I found a fun little workshop thingy, so I can post something without everyone having to see how grumpy I really am.
The workshop is from Mama’s Losin’ It (Go here to view her site. I couldn’t get the picture to link for some reason.), and the rules are to pick one of her four subjects and write about it. This is the one I chose: ”List 10 things worth saving and then choose one of those things and write about it.” I’m tweaking the rule just a tiny bit (I’m such a rebel), because I’m going to write about 10 things that I do save. They may not actually be worth saving. So here they are in no special order…
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Pictures. I have so many pictures of Shiloh. I need to catch up on my scrapbooking, but I never seem to find the time.
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Exercise pages ripped from magazines. I can’t throw out a magazine without keeping the exercises. Then I save them for years and never use them.
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My old journals. I started journaling when I was about 11. I was pretty consistent with it through my teen years. As an adult it’s been more sporadic.
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Poems. I used to collect poems. As a young teenager, I read every poetry book that they had at the library. I would pick out the ones that I really liked and write them in a notebook. I haven’t read any poetry in years, but I still have my notebooks.
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My ex-husband’s clothes. I’ll attempt to explain in a minute.
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Shiloh’s crafts and drawings. She’s only 2 years old and I already have a drawer full of her scribbles artwork. I just can’t bear to throw them away. Eventually I’ll go through and get rid of some of them. Otherwise I’ll have a closet-full by the time she’s grown up.
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Pens. I have pens everywhere and I’m very selfish with them. I like my pens. I don’t want to share. I have even avoided using a pen, because it was my favorite and I didn’t want to waste the ink. I have to remind myself that they do sell them at the store and I can buy more. (I never claimed to be normal.)
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Shiloh’s too-small clothes. I have several boxes of clothes that she’s outgrown. I just can’t get rid of them. I have given some away and sold some at consignment sales, but I still have alot. In my defense, some are things that my sister bought her and she made me promise to save them in case she ever has a girl. I think a part of me can’t bear to get rid of them because I still want another baby. I don’t really see that happening, so I don’t know why I’m hanging onto them.
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Leftovers. I’m trying to save money and be healthier, and Shiloh and I don’t eat much on our own, so I’ve been freezing some of the dinners I cook, to eat later. The problem is, I hate leftovers and we usually don’t eat them. I leave them in the freezer for a few months and then toss them. I’m working on this one…
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Old Christmas or birthday cards. I save the really pretty or cute ones, thinking I’ll use them in my scrapbook, but we’ve already talked about how behind I am on that.
I already told you I would write about #5. The reason I picked it to write about is so I can explain and everyone won’t think I’m completely insane and saving my ex’s clothes for sentimental reasons or something. That’s not it at all. My ex is in prison and I have nowhere to send his clothes. He won’t be out for quite some time, so I probably should just get rid of them (my dad tells me this constantly). I just feel bad getting rid of all his possessions. Not because I feel that I owe him something, but just because I wouldn’t want someone tossing all of my clothes. I’ve already sold his guitars, dvds, video games, etc, with his permission, before we got divorced. We don’t communicate anymore and I don’t want to take his stuff to his grandma or anything, because it would just be weird. (I haven’t heard from any of his family since the divorce.) I guess it will all stay boxed up for now, until I finally make a decision.
This was kind of an odd post, but there it is.




15 Comments
October 2, 2008 at 3:28 pm
You haven’t heard from his family? Is that a good thing? Cause I’m sure they would take his clothes. They don’t want to see Shiloh?
Sorry I know I’m being nosy.
October 2, 2008 at 3:28 pm
This is a great list, too. I understand all of what you keep from your daughter. I’m pretty much the same with my kids things.
What an interesting thing with the ex. I think I would have a hard time getting rid of it, too – but thinking about it – if it’s been a long time & will be before he gets out, then maybe it isn’t a bad idea to get rid of it all.
October 2, 2008 at 3:35 pm
I know how you feel about wanting to keep your daughters clothes. I finally decided I only needed to keep some special infant clothes for their baby box.
I now hand all cute and special dresses down to a friend’s daughter. I love being able to see the dresses again being enjoyed by someone else.
October 2, 2008 at 3:36 pm
I love your honesty:) I’d sure love to see what poems you thought worthy of writing in your notebook.
October 2, 2008 at 4:10 pm
Pisces: It’s okay, you have a right to be nosey, since we all share so much on here.
I think it’s probably a good thing that I haven’t heard from his family because his mom’s an alcoholic and I wouldn’t trust her with Shiloh. When my ex was in the county jail, she was arrested for trying (successfully) to smuggle a hacksaw in to him so he could escape. (I swear I’m not as trashy as this makes me sound.) I wouldn’t care if she saw Shiloh, but I wouldn’t trust her alone with her and I’m afraid she would demand that. His brother has been in and out of jail for drugs, and he’s very irresponsible.
His family just has alot of drama and I don’t feel too bad that they haven’t contacted me. And honestly, knowing them, they would probably sell his clothes anyway. They are always needing money.
October 2, 2008 at 5:52 pm
Wowsa, could you write a novel or what? And I’m with you on the leftovers. I have good intentions, but bottom line: they never sound that great to me the second time around.
October 2, 2008 at 7:06 pm
I was so surprised to see you posted Writer’s Workshop, because I just found that website this morning and had decided to start participating.
It’s funny that in this huge bloggy world, we can bump into each other!
Great list, by the way!
October 2, 2008 at 7:44 pm
Your honesty is touching, and you sound like a really sweet person. I can relate to the pens, poems, journals, and magazine pages, cause I save them myself. I always think I’m going to do something grand with them… something in the future. Thanks for sharing and visiting my blog.
October 2, 2008 at 7:47 pm
I do the same thing with pens…my hubby and I fight over them. Thanks for visiting my blog. I do hope you come back!
October 2, 2008 at 9:55 pm
Shanda: It is funny that we bump into each other now and then. I just found the site last week and this is my first week participating.
October 2, 2008 at 10:23 pm
I agree with the stuff – and keep it for him, he will have nothing when he gets out -NOTHING!
October 2, 2008 at 11:22 pm
I love your list…. we even share some “worth savings”…. I too had Leftovers— come on, you know things always taste better the second day; and sometimes even better cold!!
October 3, 2008 at 12:49 am
Wow. Your ex’s upbringing sounds like it could be made into a “Made for TV” movie. My ex-fiance (thankfully never got to marriage) went to prison too. For not near long enough.
Great list. And you never know about the baby thing. It could happen….
October 3, 2008 at 10:10 am
Good list! You and your pens- I am the same way. I wonder if there is a name for this. lol I always have my favorites set aside. And each one– has to have blue ink.
Have a great day.
October 3, 2008 at 9:19 pm
I’ve been saving cards forever, too. Just this week I cut up some of them to make new cards.
My journals are laughable. I have so many of them, only two of them are complete. There rest are scattered with dates. One page has a date from 99 then jumps on the next to 2003. I’ll get to scrapbooking when I’ve got the money to really but something nice together. I’ve been told that there are websites to turn your blog into one.
Clothes, I’m with you on the clothes.
Enjoy your week.